I'm Not Who I Was

i wish u could see me now
i wish i could show u how
i'm not who i was
i used to mad at u
a little on the hurt side too
but i'm not who i was
i found my way around to forgiving u
some time ago but i never got to tell u
so...
i found us in a photograph
i saw me and i had to laugh
u know,i'm not who i was
u were there,u were right above me
and i wonder if u ever loved me
just for who i was
when the pain come back again like a bitter friend
it was all that i could do to keep myself from blaming u
i reckon it's a funny thing
i figure out i can sing
now i'm not who i was
i write about love and such
maybe 'cause i want it so much
i'm not who i was
i was thinking maybe i should let u know
i'm not the same but i never did forget your name
hello...
nanananananananana...
well the thing i find most amazing in amazing grace
is the chance to give it out maybe that's what love is all about
i wish u could see me now
i wish i could show u how
i'm not who i was